"Out for my own, out to be free ¤ One with my mind, they just can't see ¤ No need to hear things that they say ¤ Life's for my own to live my own way"

So Many Questions

Have you seen her?
Did you see her pass this way?
What is it about her?
What makes me feel this way?
Is it her eyes? Maybe
But I'm not so sure
Is it her laughter?
Something I've never heard before

So many questions but the answers are so few
All I really know is, I love you
So many questions but the answers are so few
All I really know is, I love you

What is it about her
That makes me stare
That makes me wanna run my fingers through her hair
Will I find her? Maybe
But I'm not so sure
Will she be mine?
I can't stand this searching any more

Since the only time I see her near
Is when I close my eyes
Should I keep it that way
The only way I can make her stay

Smile

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try.

Baby, you don't have to worry
'Coz there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
And they don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway.

Girl I'll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you everyday
I'll get by if you smile
You can never be too happy in this life.

In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go round
And don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song.

You And Me





What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive




Through The Barricades



Mother doesn't know where love has gone
She says it must be youth that keeps us feeling strong
I see it in her face that's turned to ice
And when she smiles she shows the lines of sacrifice
And now I know what they're saying as our sun begins to fade
And we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades

Father made my history
He thought for what he thought would set us somehow free
They taught me what to say in school
I learned it off my heart but now that's torn in two
And now I know what they're saying in the music of the parade
And we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades

Born on different sides of life
We feel the same and feel all of this strife
So come to me when I'm asleep
We'll cross the lines and dance upon the streets
And now I know what they're saying as the drums begin to fade
And we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades

Oh turn around and I'll be there
There's a scar right through my heart but I'll bear it again
Oh I thought we were the human race
But we were just another borderline case
And the stars reach down and tell us there's always one escape

I don't know where love has gone
And in this troubled land desperation keeps us strong
Fridays child is full of soul
With nothing left to lose there's everything to go
And now I know what they're saying it's a terrible beat we made
And we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades

And now I know what they're saying as our hearts go to their graves
And we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades


Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Like A Stone

on a cobweb afternoon
in a room full of emptiness
by a freeway i confess
i was lost in the pages
of a book full of death
reading how we'll die alone
and if we're good we'll lay to rest
anywhere we want to go

in your house i long to be
room by room patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone i'll wait for you there
alone

on my deathbed i will pray
to the gods and the angels
like a pagan to anyone
who will take me to heaven
to a place i call
i was there so long ago
the sky was bruised
the wine was bled
and there you led me on

in your house i long to be
room by room patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone i'll wait for you there
alone

and on i read
until the day was gone
and i sat in regret
of all the things i've done
for all that i've blessed
and all that i've wronged
in dreams until my death
i will wander on

Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

Ik haat mezelf en willen sterven.

Ik haat mezelf als ik niet kan zien barnsteen voor drie dagen. En hoe langer ik kan haar niet zien, hoe meer ik haat mezelf.

... En ik haat mezelf elke dag, elke dag, want ik ben zeer veel in liefde met barnsteen dat ik niet vertel haar mijn echte gevoelens ...

Soms zeg ik tegen mezelf ... Ik haat mezelf en willen sterven.

Ich hasse mich und will sterben

Ich hasse mich, wenn ich nicht sehen können, Bernstein für drei Tage. Und das kann ich nicht mehr sehen, die ich hasse mich.

... Und ich hasse mich jeden Tag, jeden Tag, denn ich bin zu tot in der Liebe mit Bernstein, die ich kann nicht sagen, ihr meine wahren Gefühle ...

Manchmal sage ich zu mir ... Ich hasse mich und will sterben.

انا اكره نفسي واريد ان يموت

انا اكره نفسي عندما لا استطيع ان ارى العنبر لمدة ثلاثة ايام. وتعد ولا استطيع ان انظر اليها ، وأنا أكره نفسي اكثر.

... وانا اكره نفسي كل يوم ، كل يوم ، لانني ادرك ايضا ميتا في الحب مع العنبر ، لا استطيع ان اقول لها بلدي المشاعر الحقيقية...

أحيانا أقول لنفسي... انا اكره نفسي واريد ان يموت.

20 Million

20 million diamonds crown the sky tonight
Silence for two lovers’ everything
They tell me whispering’s a virtue, and holding hands’ their game
‘Tis cold, it’s cold

And as I watch the candle turn this night to day
My life collects another yesterday

Alone in the darkness, I am waiting for the one
While lovers wait for the sun, lay I Waiting for the one.

Stalk the streets do lovers in this town tonight
20 million heartbeats holding hands
For them, it’s darkness that’s most precious,
but tell me who can I embrace?
The cold? There’s no one here to hold

Who’ll light the darkness with her name,
heal this blackout pain

Suicidal Dream

I dream about, how its going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasized about my death,
Ill kill myself from holding my breath,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,

Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now Ill find a use,
Ill kill myself,
Ill put my head in a noose,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,

Dreamin' about my death, dream,
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
I'm suicidal,
Suicidal dream,

The Day You Said Goodnight

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road.
The sadness,
I need this time to be with you.

I'm freezing in the sun,
I'm burning in the rain.
The silence, i'm screaming,
Calling out your name.

And i do reside in your light.
Put out the fire with me and find.
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles.
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see,
And all that i need this time.
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face,
That i see through the night.
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us.
You didn't ask me why,
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all
Right.

She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight.

When She Cries

The road I have traveled on,
Is paved with good intentions.
It's littered with broken dreams,

That never quite came true.
When all of my hopes were dying,
Her love kept me trying.
She does her best to hide,
The pain that she's been through.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

She's always been there for me,
Whenever I've fallen.
When nobody else believes,
She'll be there by my side.
I don't know how she takes it,
Just once, I'd like to make it,
Then there'll be tears of joy,
That fill her lovin' eyes.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

Women Are The Most Complicated Creatures On Earth!

"...Yeah!! Women are the most complicated creatures on earth! But without them, life on earth would be even more miserable! heheheh! That's just my opinion... However, when you truly love a woman, there's no such thing as complicated or impossible. Same thing with men! Hope you're doing alright there! Chill out..."
by: Miss Wu - 21 Nov 2007

Foolish Heart

I need a love that grows
I don't want it unless I know
That each passing hour
Someone somehow
Will be there, ready to share...

I need a love that's strong
I'm so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart play the part
Of the fool again
Before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore

I'm feeling that feeling again
I'm playing a game I can't win
Love's knocking on the door
Of my heart once more
Think I'll let her in...
But before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore

Foolish, foolish heart
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore...

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore

Kung okey lang sa ‘yo

‘Di malaman kung ano ang gagawin
Sa damdamin na ‘di ko maamin
Sa sarili
Kung bakit ka pa ba nandiyan

Sabi-sabi ng mga kaibigan ko
Huwag mong pilitin ang ‘di para sa ‘yo
Ngunit bakit hindi kita malimutan
Sa ‘yo ba’y okey lang

Habang tumatagal, lumalala, laging nagwawala
Tumitindi, umiinit, sumasakit ang dibdib
Kaya ako’y gumawa ng awiting ito na alay ko sa ‘yo
At sana’y pakinggan mo

Huwag ka sanang magugulat sa akin
‘Di ako sanay sa ganitong suliranin
Huwag kang matakot hindi ako manloloko
Kung okey lang sa ‘yo

Ngayong alam mo na, sana’y ‘di ka mainis
At pasensya na kung ako ay makulit
Pero kung gusto mo, ako na lang ang lalayo
Kung okey lang sa ‘yo

Kung okey lang sa ‘yo

Engel

Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden
wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden
den Blick gen Himmel fragst du dann
warum man sie nicht sehen kann

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein

Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein

Sie leben hinterm Sonnenschein
getrennt von uns unendlich weit
sie müssen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest)
damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein

Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein

Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein

Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein

Leper Messiah

Spineless from the start, sucked into the part,
Circus comes to town, you play the lead clown,
Please, Please,
Spreading his disease, living by his story,
Knees, Knees,
Falling to you knees, suffer by his glory,
You will

Time for lust, time for lie,
Time to kiss your life goodbye,
Send me money, send me green,
Heaven you will meet,
Make a contribution,
And you'll get a better seat,
Bow to the Leper Messiah

Marvel at his tricks, need your Sunday fix,
Blind devotion came, rotting your brain,
Chain, Chain,
Join the endless chain, taken by his glamour,
Fame, Fame,
Infection is the game, stinking drunk with power,
We see

Time for lust, time for lie,
Time to kiss your life goodbye,
Send me money, send me green,
Heaven you will meet,
Make a contribution,
And you'll get a better seat,
Bow to the Leper Messiah

Witchery, weakening,
Sees the sheep are gathering,
Set the trap, hypnotize,
Now you follow

Time for lust, time for lie,
Time to kiss your life goodbye,
Send me money, send me green,
Heaven you will meet,
Make a contribution,
And you'll get a better seat,
Bow to the leper Messiah

Lie

This Time

oh im sorry girl,
for causing you much pain,
didn't mean to make you cry
make your efforts all in vain
and i apologize
for all the things i've done

oh i really don't
know just what to say
all i know is that
i want you to stay

this time i'm not gonna let you slip away
this time i'm not gonna let another day go by
without holding you so tight,
without treating you so right.
this time i'm not gonna let go of your love
this time i promise you that we'll rise above it all
and i will never let you fall,
i'm gonna give you my all,
this time

oh i never thought,
that i was hurting you
now i know that i was wrong
now i know just what to do
gonna try to be
the best that i could be
all i need is one more chance
to make it up to you, you'll see

and there's one more thing
that you oughtta know
all i know is that
i don't want you to go

Better Man

Waitin', watchin' the clock, its four o'clock, its got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
As he opens the door, she rolls over...
Pretends to sleep as he looks her over
She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man...
Cant find a better man
Ohh...

Talkin' to herself, theres no one else who needs to know...
She tells herself, oh...
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone
She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man...
She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man...
Cant find a better man
Yeah...

She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah...thats why shell be back again
Cant find a better man
Cant find a better...man...

Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

No Other Love

I found a love in you
I found the love that I've been lookin' for
I feel it in my heart
Forever we will never be apart
After what we've been through
Still there's me and you to say I do
I love you
I promise I will love you faithfully
And Lord I hope and pray
To make this love grow stronger everyday
Still there's me and you to say I do
I love you
There'll be no other love, no other love
No other love, there's no one else but you
There'll be no other love, no other love
No other love that keep on loving you

Set You Free

We often fool ourselves
And say that it's love
Only cause when it's gone We end up being lonely
So how are we to know That it just isn't so
That we just have to let each other go
There were many times
When we shared precious moments
But later realized they were only stolen moments
So how are we to know That it just wasn't so
That we just had to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

Each day remains my love for you
Keeps growing stronger But everytime we meet
Makes leaving you so much harder
So how are we to know That this just wasn't so
That we just have to let each other go

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free
Letting go is not an easy task
When smiling feels like
I must wear this lonely mask
It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide
That there's anguish at the thought
That we should have to part

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

214

Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you
Make you feel
That the love I have for you
Will see no ending?

Well, if you look into my eyes
Then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt
Nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down
'Cause if you'll hold me
We can fade into the night
And you'll know

The world could die
And everything may lie
Still you shouldn't cry
'Cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last
I'll be by your side

Take my hand
And gently close your eyes
So you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight
Than what I've for you
Well, if you feel the same way for me
Then let go

We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short, my darling
Tell me that you love me

So we can fade into the night
And you'll know
The world could die
And everything may lie
But you won't cry
'Cause time may pass
And everything won't last
But I'll be by your side
Forever by your side
So you won't cry

Everytime I Look at You

Trying to say I'm sorry, didn't mean to break your heart
And find you waitin' up by the light of day
Theres a lot I want to tell you, but I don't know where to start
And I don't know what Id do if you walked away
Ooh, baby I tried to make it, I just got lost along the way

But every time I look at you, no matter what I'm goin' thru, its easy to see
And every time I hold you, the things I never told you, seem to come easily
cause you're everything to me

I never really wanted to let you get inside my heart
I wanted to believe this would soon be ending
I thought it wouldn't matter, if it all just came apart
But now I realize I was just pretending
Ooh, baby, I know I hurt you, but you can still believe in me

Its gonna take a little time to show you, just what you mean to me, oh yeah
It seems the more I get to know you, the more I need to make you see
You're everything I need, yeah

I know I hurt you, but you can still believe in me

You

It's your smile,
Your face, your lips that I miss,
Those sweet little eyes that stare at me
And make me say,
I'm with you through all the way.

'Cause it's you
Who fills the emptiness in me;
It changes ev'rything, you see,
When I know I've got you with me

You give me hope,
The strength, the will to keep on;
No one else can make me feel this way
And only you
Can bring out all the best I can do;
I believe you turn the tide
And make me feel real good inside.

You pushed me up
When I'm about to give up;
You're on my side when no one seems to listen
And if you go,
You know the tears can't help but show
You'll break this heart and tear it apart;
Then suddenly the madness starts


Forevermore

i may have run out of songs to sing
i may have run out of words to say
but all that i want you to know is what i feel for you:
i love you
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forevermore

there are times when i just want to look at your face
with the stars in the night
there are times when i just want to feel your embrace
in the cold night
i just cant believe that you are mine now

you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
you're all i need to be with forevermore

all those years i've longed to hold you in my arms
i've been dreaming of you
every night, i've been watching all the stars that fall down
wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you are mine now

time and again
there are these changes that we cannot end
as sure as time keeps going on and on
my love for you will be forevermore

wishing you would be mine
i just cant believe that you are mine now

you were just a dream that i once knew
i never thought i would be right for you
i just cant compare you with anything in this world
as endless as forever
our love will stay together
you're all i need to be with forever more..

One love, One blood, One Life

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame

Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without

Were one
But were not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now its all I got
Were one
But were not the same
We hurt each other
Then we do it again

You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law

You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I cant be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love, One blood
One life, You got to do what you should

One life, With each other
Sisters, Brothers

One life, But were not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other

Back at One

It’s undeniable that we should be together
It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don’t know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I’m for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal

One, you’re like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it’s plain to see
That you’re the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I’ll start back at one

It’s so incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it’s all about, hey
And undesirable, for us to be apart
I never would’ve made it very far
’cause you know you got the keys to my heart

Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time

I love you in a song

Yeah, I know its kind of strange
But every time I'm near you
I just run out of things to say
I know you'd understand
cause every time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So Ill have to say I love you in a song

Sanitarium

Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, no windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred

Sleep, my friend, and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says rage?

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Build my fear of what's out there
Cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?


No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell

Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone

Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again

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